IT’S SO DIFFICULT WHEN SOMETHING I DON’T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT, BUT REALLY HUGE AND HEAVY LIKE A STONE PLOPPED INTO YOUR HEART.IT’S SUCH STRANGE FEELING THAT SOMETHING MAKES YOU INACTIVATE. YOU WANT TO DO SOMETHING BUT YOU CAN’T , EVEN THINKING IS IMPOSSIBLE ..SOMETIMES YOU SHOULD JUST WRITE ABOUT YOUR FEELING, JUST TAKE A PEN AND DRAW LETTERS ON THE PAPER..
FORGET ABOUT REALITY, VANITIES… GO FAR FROM EVERYTHING AND JUST STAY ALONE WITH YOURSELF, IN YOUR OWN WORLD.
THINK ABOUT FUTURE, ABOUT NICE AND CALM FUTURE, FULL WITH ONLY NICE AND KIND PEOPLE.
THE MORE TIME PASSES THE BETTER I REALIZE THAT IT’S SO DIFFICULT LIVE IN A PEACE. TO BE FREE AND LIVE BY YOURSELF…
SOMETIMES I’M SO FED UP WITH EVERYTHING THAT MY ONLY WISH IS JUST TO GO AWAY AND GET RID OF EVERYTHING, TO START A NEW LIFE SOMEWHERE ELSE, WHERE NOBODY KNOWS ME, WHERE NOBODY AFFLICTS MY HEART…
IT SEEMS LIKE I WANT TO FORGET WHO I AM AND JUST CREATE ANOTHER PERSON, THAT I WANT TO BE…JUST MAKE EVERY MY DREAMS COME TRUE…
sherlockedmary 